
There is a point
even if it is just for a second
that you pause
before you open up
not that you can go back
but just for the pause

There is a point
even if it is just for a second
that you pause
before you open up
not that you can go back
but just for the pause

Some of my thoughts
are long gone
taken by the current
time
I do miss them
they covered me

I know for sure
that in me
my inside
are many more
insides
and maybe even more
inside

There are often two
of everything
to choose from
I am my mood
who chooses
who are you

I can show you my inside
but only the parts
that enjoy
the sunshine
the rest I
don’t even know

My roots
are underwater

Only when I look
beside me
I realize that I am going
too fast

I am exploding
in slow motion

I often feel
fallen apart
luckily
my outside isn’t
says the one
who never comes outside

Life is like a painting
a scenery of sorts
but don’t come closer to inspect
the details of what you see
all you will see are strokes
first thoughts
building blocks
outlines
at best

Sometimes you just get happy
from something
that you know
will soon
be gone
is that not remarkable

I suspect
that I am the only one
who watches the show
that I perform
on a daily
basis

Repost from day 3175.
I sometimes wonder
out loud
inside
are memories not better
then what is happening now
is life not best viewed in hindsight
is even the best experience not consumed
by the one just following
and following
lost in the moment
leftovers in memory
is the completion
the memory of the rush
cooled down
not better
can it not be remembered over and over
like a picture on the wall
but I was wondering
when is enough
enough
are 10 good memories not enough
or 50
a 100
a 1000
?
Something else… I have written to my memory that from now on, the only good thing coming from America is Dolly Parton; the rest is just bullshit…well OK, that expression is also something of value left over from what was once called the land of the free.

There is something about this door
that is not inviting
I wish that were the case
for all the doors
I didn’t open

We all sit at the table
it feeds us
it feels us
it gives us
it’s where we decide
the words we use
to say
nothing

I check every now
and then
if there are any remains
hanging
on my thorns
just
to prepare