
Sometimes you just get happy
from something
that you know
will soon
be gone
is that not remarkable

Sometimes you just get happy
from something
that you know
will soon
be gone
is that not remarkable

I suspect
that I am the only one
who watches the show
that I perform
on a daily
basis


Repost from day 3175.
I sometimes wonder
out loud
inside
are memories not better
then what is happening now
is life not best viewed in hindsight
is even the best experience not consumed
by the one just following
and following
lost in the moment
leftovers in memory
is the completion
the memory of the rush
cooled down
not better
can it not be remembered over and over
like a picture on the wall
but I was wondering
when is enough
enough
are 10 good memories not enough
or 50
a 100
a 1000
?
Something else… I have written to my memory that from now on, the only good thing coming from America is Dolly Parton; the rest is just bullshit…well OK, that expression is also something of value left over from what was once called the land of the free.

There is something about this door
that is not inviting
I wish that were the case
for all the doors
I didn’t open

We all sit at the table
it feeds us
it feels us
it gives us
it’s where we decide
the words we use
to say
nothing

Friedrich Nietzsche
Daybreak
Book V
530 Thinker’s digressions. -With many thinkers, the course of their thought as a whole is rigorous and inexorably bold, indeed sometimes cruel towards themselves, while in detail they are gentle and flexible; with benevolent hesitation they circle around a thing ten times, though in the end they resume their rigorous path. They are rivers with many meanderings and secluded hermitages; there are places in their course where the river plays hide-and-seek with itself and creates for itself a brief idyll, with islands, trees, grottos and waterfalls: and then it goes on again, past rocky cliffs and breaking its way through the hardest stone.

I check every now
and then
if there are any remains
hanging
on my thorns
just
to prepare

I believe I fly
while I feel
hanging in the middle
of going up
and down

I follow you
and I know
to nowhere

Is this the last drop
of what is left over
or the first drop
of what is coming
only history will tell

I know you will open up
but it is easy to give up on you
looking so cold and closed
and majestic

It grows
unnoticeable
unknowable
inside
from dark soil
it reaches
towards
no future

524 Jealousy of the solitary. – Between sociable and solitary natures there exists this distinction (presupposing they both possess spirit!): the former will be happy, or almost happy with a thing, whatever it may be, from the moment they have found in their spirita communicable and pleasing way of expressing it – this will reconcile them to the Devil himselfl The solitary, however, have their enjoyment or their torment ofa thing in silence, they hate a clever and glittering display of their innermost problems as they hate to see their beloved too carefully dressed: they gaze at her with melancholy eyes, as though becoming prey to the suspicion she wants to appear pleasing to others! This is the jealousy which all solitary thinkers and passionate dreamers feel towards esprit.

It is so clear
that where I stand
I grow
in the past

We all stand still
looking the same way
in a different direction