
I constructed all of this
to hold the noise out
to become myself
and now nature
takes my view away

I constructed all of this
to hold the noise out
to become myself
and now nature
takes my view away

A dead end
forgets you were there
but it will always warn you

I am not sure if I can go to the left
or if I stand with my back
against the wall
I do know
that I am standing
still

492 Among south winds. -A: I no longer understand myself! Only yesterday I felt so wild and stormy and at the same time so warm, so sunny and bright in the extreme. And today! All is now motionless, flat, dejected, gloomy, like the lagoon of Venice: – I want nothing and draw a deep breath of relief at that, and yet I am secretly vexed at this wanting nothing. Thus do the waves splash back and forth in the lake of my melancholy.- 8: You have described a pleasant little illness. The next north-east wind will blow it away! – A: Why should it!

There is an emptiness
between the window
and where the water drain
it is empty
because there's supposed to be
something

I cannot really go down anymore
to all the rooms where the doors are closed
I can enter them
but there is an eerie silence
even the dust hangs still in the air
I cannot go down there
because I closed the doors
because I am afraid to throw away the key

In the shadow I found my relief
a door that is closed
something to hold on to



They don’t mind the rain
from pouring in
as long as the other
stays out





Prompt: Where did the word dumb come from?
The English word dumb originally had nothing to do with intelligence. It meant unable to speak.
It comes from Old English dumb (pronounced roughly “doom”), meaning mute, silent, unable to speak. This in turn comes from the Proto-Germanic word dumbaz, which had the same meaning.
You can see related words in other Germanic languages:
Interestingly, English and Dutch took different paths:
This kind of semantic shift is common. Words describing physical conditions often develop figurative meanings. For example:
So the original sense of dumb was simply silent or unable to speak. The modern meaning of stupid is a much later development.

491 Another reason for solitude!– A: So you intend to return to your desert?- B: I am not quick moving, I have to wait for myself- it is always late before the water comes to light out of the well of my self, and I often have to endure thirst for longer than I have patience. That is why I go into solitude- so as not to drink out ofeverybody’s cistern. When I am among the many I live as the many do, and I do not think as I really think; after a time it always seems as though they want to banish me from myself and rob me of my soul – and I grow angry with everybody and fear everybody. I then require the desert, so as to grow good again.

I didn’t expect the mess
when you opened up
but I will take you apart
remove what is rotten in you
and straighten you out
not because I love you
but to make you
yourself again
love plays no role
in this world

I need your past
In part
your outer skin
in place
so I can replace
your spine
to fit

Tomorrow
we break it down
in order
to build it up
like yesterday
without the order

It is complicated
I know what I see
but do you see
what I see
so we can argue

It grew naturally
bending to the light
was cut off straight
and later painstakingly
bent in place