
The scaffolding you build
around your new thoughts
are made of standardized elements
and are guided
by strict
local
regulations
not so different
as the thought that stands by itself
at the end

The scaffolding you build
around your new thoughts
are made of standardized elements
and are guided
by strict
local
regulations
not so different
as the thought that stands by itself
at the end

Even a work not done
is satisfying
It still has a future

564 just beyond experience!– Even great spirits have only their five-fingers’ breadth of experience- just beyond it their thinking ceases and their endless empty space and stupidity begins.
575 We aeronauts of the spirit!– All those brave birds which fly out into the distance, into the farthest distance- it is certain! somewhere or other they will be unable to go on and will perch on a mast or a bare cliffface- and they will even be thankful for this miserable accommodation! But who could venture to infer from that, that there was not an immense open space before them, that they had flown as far as one could fly! All our great teachers and predecessors have at last come to a stop and it is not with the noblest or most graceful of gestures that weariness comes to a stop: it will be the same with you and me! But what does that matter to you and me! Other birds will fly farther! This insight and faith of ours vies with them in flying up and away; it rises above our heads and above our impotence into the heights and from there surveys the distance and sees before it the flocks of birds which,
far stronger than we, still strive whither we have striven, and where everything is sea, sea, sea!- And whither then would we go? Would we cross the sea? Whither does this mighty longing draw us, this longing that is worth more to us than any pleasure? Why just in this direction, thither where all the suns of humanity have hitherto gone down? Will it perhaps be said of us one day that we too, steering westward, hoped to reach an India- but that it was our fate to be wrecked against infinity? Or, my brothers. Or? –

Symmetry is not
something you need in life
but it is pleasing
for some
the ones who look
for purpose

The seats are waiting
in no particular order
for no particular people
it is silent now
it will be later
but in between
we will not know
we might never know
if something real
is in between

I like patterns
and I am used to one
but is it the right one
is there a right one
is one my pattern

You might be unassuming
your openness blends in
and it is easy to see
how to grab you
but where to pull first
is strangely enough
the question

You have monotone
and you have monotone
which one do you live

I don’t hide my door
in a bigger door
to fool you
though that is a nice side effect

560 What we are at liberty to do. – One can dispose of one’s drives like a gardener and, though few know it, cultivate the shoots of anger, pity, curiosity, vanity as productively and profitably as a beautiful fruit tree on a trellis; one can do it with the good or bad taste of a gardener and, as it were, in the French or English or Dutch or Chinese fashion; one can also let nature rule and only attend to a little embellishment and tidying-up here and there; one can, finally, without paying any attention to them at all, let the plants grow up and fight their fight out among themselves – indeed, one can take delight in such a wilderness, and desire precisely this delight, though it gives one some trouble, too. All this we are at liberty to do: but how many know we are at liberty to do it? Do the majority not believe in themselves as in completefully-developed facts? Have the great philosophers not put their seal on this prejudice with the doctrine of the unchangeability of character?

In the reflective window
I cannot see you
but you see me
before I move on
to another level
I don’t want to feel embarrassed

I don’t know what I prefer
room for my own thoughts
in an empty world
or the light
beyond that one-way
door

I get not mixed signals
but signals out of nowhere
and they threaten to block me
on my path
what kind of relationship is this

Who decides
where you can go

You have to leave many stones unturned
to get to higher places
the contradiction
of success

In my mind
most bridges can either open
or are high enough to let good ideas through
but looking around me
most people seem to live
where no ideas float
or bridges are too low
unable to open
Some of my notes from today that somehow belong together.
We live in a strange world. For 2000 years, the Christian churches have tried to sell their story, backed by mighty institutions, governments, and armies that did their bidding, and still most people don’t believe their story, while the rest made it into one of their own. And what about the real thinkers, the philosophers? Yes, they have their institutes, the universities that are dwindling away. Their truths come closer to what that might be, but who still believes them these days?
Once, we apes just lived our lives, and from child to child we learned our place. Not only where we were, but also what these hands can do and who the others are. We started to see the world and became aware that we did. We became aware of our thoughts, not in words but in emotions, and somehow connected them to our drives. We lived, as a species, much longer with our consciousness expressed through emotions, drives, and feelings than with the words we now often misconstrue for our consciousness.
We often know what is good for us. That’s what you tell yourself, but these little words are no match for the part of us that is much older, has had much more practice, and is also cemented much deeper in society at large. We vote for the baboon who ruins our country because it didn’t speak with words, but with emotions.
Some people are ruled more by their words than by their emotions, even if only slightly. Or their emotions better understand the blindness of their goals and also remember that no one is the same person in the morning or evening or on a Wednesday as on a Sunday.
All of this goes on between our two ears, and no matter what story we hear and feel, it is our story, and for some reason it seems to be taken for real. I do believe that there are ways to live a life where you believe less of what you feel and think. The reason why I think that is, is because we do make progress living together as 8 billion egocentric prisoners on a big world but so close together.