
At the end of the day
we have fished for all day
just enough for today
and tomorrow
we fish for tomorrow
like we did yesterday
for yesterday

At the end of the day
we have fished for all day
just enough for today
and tomorrow
we fish for tomorrow
like we did yesterday
for yesterday









If people ask me what my politics are, I usually say nothing, but if they insist, I will say that I am an anarchist. I have to admit that I don’t know enough about political anarchism, but I do know that no one knows what it means. For me, trying to explain how your specific flavor of politics works is like explaining how something feels; every explanation needs an interpretation. Behind every slogan hides countless books, personalities, and an endless history. None of the ideologies has ever worked in their purest forms, and Anarchy is no exception.
The reason why I say that I am an anarchist is that it should be the natural outcome if you have a few premises.
If there ever will be a society based on Anarchism, then the biggest hurdle that has been overcome is education. In an anarchist society, as I see it, it is important that everyone knows their place in the community to prevent the need for authority to step in and assign roles. What I mean by “their place” is simply what a good test at school can already do that determines if you are good at math or with your hands, if you are an organizer or a leader. These are traits that should come naturally as you grow up and can change over time. For many anarchists, it is important that there be no authority, but there is always authority in knowledge, experience, and talent. The project manager might tell you what to do during the day, but in the evening, you tell them how to play the piano.
Underneath, I collected some of my notes about anarchy.

I don’t believe in free will because I don’t believe we have a fixed “I” or soul. The I that I think of is more of a snapshot in an ever-changing row of identities. If I think or talk about who I am, I will change that story over time without realizing it. We forget how we identified ourselves in the past, making it seem as if our identity is a constant. You could say that decisions of my earlier me’s influence who I am now. I did not make those decisions; earlier circumstances and versions of me did. That’s one of the reasons I don’t believe in free will.
I do feel that I have a core that stays the same, but I also realize I have no independent way to check this. We all know that we change over time; no one will deny that. But that kind of change is more like what you go through at school, where you take classes and learn things. The things you learn add to who you are. But underneath these life lessons, so to speak, we also feel a more constant identity. We also know that a big part of this identity is located in the brain; change the brain, and your identity changes. Phineas Gage (https://www.verywellmind.com/phineas-gage-2795244) is the obvious example: whether he fully understood the change himself is less important than the fact that people around him did. Like everything in our bodies, our brains also deteriorate over time, and with them, perhaps our identities.
Our identity is constantly changing, and we might be lucky to hold onto the same identity for a few weeks before events alter our perception of our past and present us, the you that is in the making, with a new identity.
Many other thinkers have written about this idea. The way I wrote it down just now might be unique, but I can trace the path back into my past to see who influenced me and shaped my thoughts. Hume is one of those who have influenced me, not so much by the work I read from him but by the place he has in Philosophy. I have a book from him, and though I have had it for 20 years, it still looks brand new, though I found one of my bookmarks at page 92. I just tell myself that the mere presence of these kinds of books in my house rubs off on me. In reality, I used them to verify quotes because you should never trust a source to guarantee a quote’s accuracy.
I used my AI helper to point me in the right direction for finding a quote in Hume’s work about what I was writing about. It pointed me to this chapter, and though it quoted the passage incorrectly, the whole chapter is about an idea similar to what I thought of this morning. In my experience, the AI is almost always bad at quoting, and it tells so much itself. As I said before, you should always go to the source. On the other hand, the AI quote was not wrong; it still portrayed Hume’s intention, and like the modern “translation” into today’s English, they both differ substantially from the original in the words they use. Underneath the text, I will put two screenshots.

450 The allurement of knowledge. – A glance through the portals of science affects passionate spirits as the magic of all magic; and it will probably turn them into fantasists and, in the most favourable case, into poets: so vehement is their craving for the happiness of those with knowledge. Does it not thrill through all your senses – this sound of sweet allurement with which science has proclaimed its glad tidings, in a hundred phrases and in the hundred-and-first and fairest: ‘Let delusion vanish! Then “woe is me!” will vanish too; and with “woe is me!” woe itself will be gone.’ (Marcus Aurelius)

I keep my anchor on board
I don’t see danger
or land I want to be

These are the rules, or better said, guidelines, we follow when we restore a protected wooden boat. The government department that issues grants (Riksantikvaren) to boatowners expects us to follow these rules as closely as possible, and if we want to deviate from the original (either as it is now or as it was on a well-documented date in the past), we have to ask for permission and explain why.

Christiaan: I personally think that META is a bad company because a selfish billionaire owns it, and it has supported some terrible regimes in the past. Many people know this, but they still use its apps. Those same people would not go to the next-door store if they knew the owner hits his wife regularly, so why the double standard?
Le Chat: Your point touches on a common tension in modern consumer behavior: the disconnect between personal ethics and convenience. Many people criticize companies like Meta for their ethical lapses, but continue using their platforms because the alternatives are less convenient or nonexistent. The comparison to a local store owner is interesting—boycotting a business with unethical practices feels direct and visible, but with global tech giants, the impact of individual choices feels diluted.
Do you think this double standard is more about the scale of the company, the lack of viable alternatives, or something else?
Christiaan: I think it is a lack of principles or a failure to keep the principles you have
Le Chat: It does seem like a matter of principle—or the lack of consistency in applying them. When people boycott a local business for unethical behavior, the consequences feel immediate and personal. But with a corporation like Meta, the ethical violations can feel abstract or distant, even if they’re objectively worse. It’s easier to overlook the disconnect when the impact isn’t visible in our daily lives.
Do you think this inconsistency reflects a broader human tendency to compartmentalize ethics, or is it more about the complexity of modern systems making it harder to act on our values?

I don’t know why
I want to feel my whole life
like a ball in my hand
as if this will make it real
but there is a hard line
between reality
and me

Although widely and commonly confused with republicanism, civic humanism forms a separate and distinct phenomenon in the history of Western political thought. Republicanism is a political philosophy that defends a concept of freedom as non-domination, and identifies the institutions that protect it (Pettit 1999). In particular, republicanism stands against two alternative theories of politics. The first is despotism, especially as manifested in any form of one-man rule; a republic is self-governing, and so are its denizens. The second is liberalism, which posits the primacy of the autonomous individual vis-à-vis public order and government; the republican values civic engagement in order to realize a form of liberty achievable only in and through the community. Republican theorists sometimes refer to writings by historically antecedent authors, such as Aristotle or Machiavelli, but their concern is not primarily accurate interpretation. Rather, to the extent that they show an interest in the past, it is as a source of ideas that they find useful.
By contrast, civic humanism is a historiographical construct. As conventionally employed by scholars, the term refers to a group of thinkers who emerged during the period of the Italian Renaissance, especially in Florence, and who were committed to public engagement (in theory as well as practice) and whose values were fundamentally antithetical to the medieval past. The “invention” of civic humanism is primarily associated with Hans Baron (1900–1988), the famed German-American historian (Fubini 1992). Although he first used the phrase in its original German form (Bürgerhumanismus) as early as 1925, its popularity stems from the publication in 1955 of his classic book The Crisis of the Early Italian Renaissance: Civic Humanism and Republican Liberty in an Age of Classicism and Tyranny (revised 1966). In this volume, as well as in later writings that built upon it (many collected in Baron 1968 and 1988), he developed what has come to be called the “Baron thesis” (Witt 1996; Hankins 1995). Baron was not, however, the first scholar to propose that the form of humanism that emerged during the fifteenth century in the Italian cities mainly promoted the civic vita activa rather than the literary and philological pursuits ordinarily ascribed to the humanists. In two books from 1952 and 1954, written and published in Italian, Eugenio Garin defended a position almost identical to that of Baron’s: Renaissance humanism, especially as propounded in Florence, reflects a pronounced shift from the emphasis on contemplation typical of the Middle Ages to the priority of civil action to attain a common good (Garin 1947 [1965]). (If not for purely contingent reasons, the historiographical label for civic humanism might readily have been “the Garin thesis”.) In the present context, it should be noted that some advocates of civic humanism were disposed toward republicanism, but the latter is not entailed by the former.
Read the rest here: https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/humanism-civic/

437 Privileges. – He who really possesses himself, that is to say he who has definitively conquered himself, henceforth regards it as his own privilege to punish himself, to pardon himself, to take pity on himself: he does not need to concede this to anyone else, but he can freely relinquish it to another, to a friend for example- but he knows that he therewith confers a right and that one can confer rights only out of the possession of power.
438Man and things. – Why does man not see things? He Js himself standing in the way: he conceals things.
440 Do not renounce:– To forego the world without knowing it, like a nun that leads to a fruitless, perhaps melancholy solitude. It has nothing in common with the solitude of the vita contemplativa of the thinker: when he chooses that he is renouncing nothing; on the contrary, it would be renunciation, melancholy, destruction of himself if he
were obliged to persist in the vita practica: he foregoes this because he knows it, because he knows himself. Thus he leaps into his element, thus he gains his cheerfulness.

I sail through life
protected against
that what is
hidden
cold
and time
not by faith
but thought

I am working on an introductory brochure/booklet for new employees, students, and temporary workers. It tells about the place where I work, as well as about boatbuilding and preservation in Norway in general. The main text is in Norwegian, and this is the same text, but much shorter.


Here a forest begins
a few trees and light
behind a darkness
one that I feel
its caling
temting
do I answer

There once was a light in my room
but I don’t remember where the switch was
let alone how it looked
I am still in that room

I see you as support
and myself in a sense
also
I see all of this
but it feels like
there has to be more
where I walk