Day 1585, barriers.

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I stumbled upon

this wall last week

~

it is solid

but also made

out of many

small facets

stacked

together

~

it doesn’t really matter

it is still

standing

in my way

Day 1584, when.

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Every night

when you close your eyes

and wait for the moment

that never comes

~

and when you are there

you are also gone

for a few hours

or forever

~

one example

that death will come

and always

at the end of your life

~

remember that

Day 1582, line.

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My line of sight is tied down

for the forces that push on it

are relentless

~

I hope one day

I can release it

and let the horizon fill

with the breath I kept

and pull on me

Day 1579, twilight.

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I see bright light

and myself

standing still

at the end

of a dark tunnel

~

I stared so long

in twilight

trying to see this road

I am afraid it will disappear

when I step

outside

Day 1578, roof.

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I felt protected

for many years

~

but the roof was corroding

from the inside out

and one day the rain

came down

inside

and woke me up

Day 1577, stares.

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I remember the house

where I thought I grew up

~

there was an old chimney

a corner where I played

and my father closed the door

~

in my memories

he was never there

in reality

he often stares at me

standing in front

of my reflection

Day 1575, many years.

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The windows I see through

are not cleaned

for many years

the world seems this way

to be really

shitty

~

when I finally go outside

and look back

I see this way

that inside it also

seems to be

really

Day 1573, yellow.

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Sometimes it seems

that the leaves have fallen

midsummer

~

while I stare

upwards

I can see a shimmering warmth

underneath the crown

of the forest

and when I go

towards the edge

I can feel the yellow leaves

between my toes

~

the sun gives life

and at the same time

it’s pregnant of death

Day 1571, work in progress 2.

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The first light

and movement they sense

still wet

and lost

gives them no

thoughts

only

reactions

~

slowly

they grow

and the world

gets projected

from this one

reel

~

and it is still

flickering

when they close

their eyes

and dream

~

for them

there is no other

sunset, color of grass

or fear.

~

there is no other

Day 1570, hang.

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It looks like

all the lines eventually

come together

somewhere near

the end

in the distance

~

till then

I just hang my thoughts

on them

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