Day 650, How to make up your mind.

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It is really popular In our modern culture to say that someone should “make up their own mind”. That you should trust your own feelings and don’t listen to what others say. If you understand that advice as just another platitude than there is not so much harm in it but if you take them literally than there is a big problem.  The problem is that you assume that we can make up our own mind but the best we can do is to stick with an internal narrative that is for the most part plagiarized.

Day 649, Algebra.

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I sometimes wonder why philosophy is so underrated. I write about Nietzsche almost every day on this blog, it takes a couple of minutes to read it and maybe share your opinion. I haven’t got any response yet on those post while other posts have. I have hardly any readers, so I don’t expect mush, but still, it is somewhat disappointing. And it’s not only me and the quality I deliver, other blogs, podcasts, youtubers and books about philosophy are all relatively small. The people that attract larger audiences write often about there own lives or about other people and sprinkle some of their own opinion on it. The people I ask why they don’t read more philosophy tell me that it is to heavy, boring or difficult or they are to tired after work and want to relax and don’t want to struggle with a book and a subject they are not really interested in. And I can understand all these reasons, I too work and want to wind down when I come home, but that’s why I read a little bit in a philosophy book everyday and don’t try to struggle through a chapter if I don’t have the time. Another problem is that philosophy is not easily relatable compared to personal stories and opinions for instance. Philosophy is like algebra, it is not easy to understand, and you get through live by just knowing what 1+1 is. Like algebra, philosophy is one of the cornerstones of our society, and I admit that I don’t know much about algebra and math, but I don’t discuss a mathematician, but than again,  we all have an opinion about society. A society that is as complex as a mathematical formula, a formula that most of us don’t understand but somehow, we think we can comment on it. By reading a couple of introductory books about philosophy you would quickly learn that life is not build upon opinions, that there is such a thing as a search for truth. And if most people in this world would understand that a search for truth means that you don’t have it yet, we would be more in agreement with each other.

The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing. Socrates

 

We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.  Buddha

 

Real knowledge is to know the extent of one’s ignorance. Confucius

 

The misfortune of the wise is better than the prosperity of the fool. Epicurus

 

 

Day 648, Crossing a border.

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I was watching a documentary about the “white helmets” in Syria, this is a group of people that try to get people out of buildings that just collapsed because of explosions caused by one of the warring parties. It’s hard to imagine what these people go true but one of the people said something that made me think. They were in Turkey for training when one of them said that by crossing a border, everything changed, the war was gone.

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Day 647, summer camp.

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This year is almost over, and it is time to look into the future and back in time. This year for me was uneventful, I did my work, maintained my relation, and saw some family. The only exiting personal thing is that I started writing again on a blog, like I did years ago. I f I look back at what happened worldwide in politics and society I can only be sad. I studied history enough to know that “the world” doesn’t really cares about what happens on its surface, but if you look at what goes on in the world sitting on a barge that floats along with time, so you just see what happens now…you should be sad at the level of stupidity and ignorance that was visible this year. In a thousand years historians will look back at this time and call it the adolescence stage of mankind. The world surface is full of pimples and someone like Trump is the puss that comes out of such a pimple if you try to get rid of an itch. These narrowminded leaders do a good job representing the teenagers we are as a society, hopefully they don’t burn down the house before they grow up. There are so many disagreements going on that deserve a real debate and should not be treated as if they were talking about the best collar of a car, where you can have a simple opinion over. Out of pure opportunistic reasons, leaders will say that there is, for instance, no climate change whiteout starting a real conversation about it, I like to hear honest arguments for or against. But there is no reasoning with a typical teenager, specially when there is no authority, the world is a summer camp without supervision.

Day 646, Lithium.

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Nirvana

Lithium
I’m so happy because today
I’ve found my friends
They’re in my head
I’m so ugly, but that’s okay, ’cause so are you
We’ve broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care
And I’m not scared
Light my candles in a daze
‘Cause I’ve found god
Hey, hey, hey
I’m so lonely but that’s okay I shaved my head
And I’m not sad
And just maybe I’m to blame for all I’ve heard
But I’m not sure
I’m so excited, I can’t wait to meet you there
But I don’t care
I’m so horny but that’s okay
My will is good
Hey, hey, hey
I like it, I’m not gonna crack
I miss you, I’m not gonna crack
I love you, I’m not gonna crack
I killed you, I’m not gonna crack
I like it, I’m not gonna crack
I miss you, I’m not gonna crack
I love you, I’m not gonna crack
I killed you, I’m not gonna crack
I’m

Day 645, Our past is burned.

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A child in us is ruling.
No grip on the current.
From the top down and back.
Giving us.
A pattern to follow.

We reflect with a child’s mind.
We don’t understand, we react.
We react on our past.
Our past rules, it tells us.

Our past is burned.
Into us, our brain.
This focal point… surrounds us.
We walk in line and re-act.
Not like children… they act.

Day 644, Sunsets compared.

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Picture 1 – Made with Samsung S7, RAW file edited in Lightroom.

I made this picture today with my Samsung s7, using the raw setting. After some work in Lightroom and straighten it out in Photoshop it doesn’t look bad. I don’t’ think a large print would work with this file, just look at the 3: 1 enlargement. But as long as you watch it on a small screen it works fine. But these phone camera’s give the best results during daytime when there is enough lite. I will show some other pictures here taken over the years with different camera’s. Taking pictures with the old film camera’s is still something I miss but it is to expensive where I live now, even when I would develop my own film. But the digital cameras are getting better and better and I’m still the kind of photographer that takes pictures as if I have only 36 exposures, but I can’t help watching at the screen for the results, something you couldn’t do before. You just judge for yourself and let me know which picture you like the best.

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This is how the RAW file looked like, remember that this is a compressed JPEG file you actually see here.

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Picture 2 – Made with an other phone, the LG G4, 3 years old.

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Picture 3 – Made with a Nikon D7100 around 4 years old.

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Picture 4 – Made with a Nikon D40x around 10 years ago.

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Picture 5 – Made with a Nikon F90x around 20 years ago, scanned from positives slides.

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Picture 6 – Made with a Nikon F90x around 20 years ago, scanned from positives slides.

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Picture 7 – Made with a Nikon F90x around 20 years ago, scanned from positives slides.

 

 

Day 643, land in my head.

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Fly…

And land in my head.

Where I live with my friends.
The thoughts that I own.
The wishes I’ve lost.

I can invite you.
But hold your own hand.
Make sure you stand up.
Straight on your own.

If you’re in doubt.
Stay far away.
From this inside of me.
This world that is mine.

Cause know how to fly.
I have no ground.
Don’t stay with one foot.
Outside of my world.

It will tear you apart.
Break you in half.
Ruin your life.
Leave you in tears.

Cause I’m over here.
A world with no boarders.
But only the one’s.
I stated and wanted.

And do you know .
How the world is from here.
Away from the clutter.
Everything clear.
lined out below.
Seeing the picture.
What pulls us.
And pushes.
What itches.
And stings.

Your judgment will weaken.
Over what good is or bad.
It’s all just so relative.
So your back will be straitened.
End you will fly your own way.
Regardless the world.
And what it has to say.

Day 642, Peas on earth.

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This time of year, many people take their time to think about peas. I care a lot about peas, but there are some disturbing trends. There are less peas produced the last few years1 and with a higher demand for peas in upcoming markets2 there is a higher chance that the markets will be over flooded with the approximate 2 150 000 tons of nuts (ca 150 000 nut-cases) that are overproduced worldwide.

The long-term decline in the demand for peas started roughly a 100 years ago when rich soil in France, that was producing 26% of the worldwide production, was used to test the new invention wherein men dig their own grave (trench in French) and let someone with a big bomb fil it with fresh soil. This did so much damage that the entire production of peas in that area stopped for good. The world peas organization, after this loss of fertile ground, has tried to catch-up but peas are slowly disappearing from the menu of modern man.

The loss of peas on the modern menu has caused a reduced intake of the important vitamin Cs (CMS or Com-Mon-Sense). A lack of Cs slowly degrades the areas in the human brain that produce the peas loving hormones CPS (Com-Peas-Sion). A loss of CPS will lower the tolerance for peas and heighten the change for the disease WAR (Weak-Ass-Reaction). This disease causes the subjects to sit on a chair that is in a safe place and then start telling others what to do and in the worst cases who they have to kill.  It can afflict any person, but it is most common with males, specially if any of the following symptoms is clearly noticeable: shortsighted ideas, indoctrinated thoughts, greed and selfishness. Everybody with symptoms like this should be banned from any responsible job and be schooled in the health benefits of eating peas.

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Day 641, Where I live.

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The place where I now live is beautiful. There are rocks and hills all around me and many small islands. There is one small gravel road leading to this place and you can see electricity poles snaking its way to the house, for the rest you don’t see mush of civilization.  The place is part of the museum where I work for, almost a hundred years ago the farmer/entrepreneur that lived here started collecting historical objects and buildings and made it into a little museum. After his death in the 60th they tried to restore it and in the 70th most of the buildings were painted and restored where necessary. At the end of the 70th the local government started a new museum with these building and specially his collection of farm and fishing tools and other things found in and around the house as a basis. The museum grew slowly and in the 90th they made a little building here with warm and cold water, a modern kitchen, toilet and shower. The main building only has cold water and they wanted to rent out the place to tourist and therefore they needed to modernize. The main building is probably around 150 years old and besides some electric heaters hasn’t changed much. It was hard for the museum to maintain the place and that’s why I offered to go live here with my fiancé. I really like living in such an old building (in Norway that’s old, especially for a wooden structure) where there are not so many modern luxuries like isolation, central heating, a toilet or kitchen. We have reliable electricity and I installed an internet antenna on the hill behind the house, so we can catch some 4g signals, there is no cellphone coverage in the house. But living relative primitive fits good with my philosophy so I don’t mind not having a lot of things that you normal take for granted. The biggest thing I (and specially my fiancé) miss is a toilet in the house. In the summer I restore and maintain the building and we try to bring the garden back to how it was ones. The place where the house is, is special. There are several hills around us that block most of the wind and therefore it is relatively save living here. There are signs, specially some drawings on the rocks, that indicate that this place is used to come ashore and maybe settle for more than a thousand years.

But as I said before: I like living here, my fiancé is not always so enthusiastic, but we manage. The lack of some luxuries makes you appreciate them more when you have them again and you don’t really miss them in daily live. For me is the silence more of a luxury that I want now and that’s here in abundance.

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Day 640, Christmas in Vietnam

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At this blog I write about aphorisms from the book Human all too human from Friedrich Nietzsche. Today’s aphorism included the idea that it is sometimes necessary to counterbalance your mood like when you somber you need to laugh. It was a nice coincidence that his came up because earlier today I was watching several documentaries about the Vietnam war and I do that often, but specially around the end of December to counterbalance all the happiness you get bombarded with. But technically it is not a counterbalance, I am normally pretty cheerful, and this time of year only brings my mood down, so I should watch something cheerful. I guess I do it out of stubbornness, if people ask me I can bombard them with fresh stories from the trenches.

I associate Christmas with hypocrisy and war, this is off course not fair to that specific party but that’s the way it is. I think it started years ago when I saw a bunch of world leaders singing about peace on earth and praying for it while almost at the same times people die because of their decisions.  I just don’t understand how we, and I am nothing better, as so called intelligent beings can live knowing that almost 800 million people have had hunger in 2017. Most of us would give our neighbor some food but we can not come together to do something about that. For me it feels like we are having a pool party in a street where all houses are on fire. I know, what can you do, and most of the people need some counterbalance to handle these thoughts. I moved to the middle of nowhere and watch depressing documentaries.

Pictures of Nietzsche

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There are roughly 23 occasions, 47 pictures total, where there were pictures taken of Nietzsche, alone and in company.  Most pictures are from his time as a student and professor in Basel and from when he was sick. A lot of the pictures that you see here you can find on the internet, but I can recommend reading the book: “Habt ihr noch eine photographie von mir” From Hansdieter Erbsmehl. It is written in German and if that is no problem you will find a lot of information about each picture from what he is wearing to information about the letters he has written and wherein he talks about the pictures. Besides reading his own books and a biography this is a good way to place Nietzsche in his time and place.

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Naumburg, 1861 16 years old. This is the first picture of Nietzsche.

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Naumberg, 1862 17 years old. Part of a series of 3 pictures.

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Healtresort in Halle/Saaie, 1868 23 years old.

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Vacation in Lugano, 1871 26 years old

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Professor Basel, 1873 28 years old.

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Naumberg, 1882 37 years old. Part of a series of 5 pictures. The last pictures of Nietzsche before he got ill and the only ones made during his active period as a writer/philosopher.

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With mother in Naumberg 1890/91 46 years old. Nietzsche is already sick here and no longer accountable for his actions.

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Naumberg 1894 49/50 years old.

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Naumberg 1899 55 years old. Part of a series of 16 pictures. One of the last pictures. of Nietzsche.

 

 

 

 

 

Day 639, Black holy-days.

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This is a picture from some oil floating on the water, it is a visual reminder of our pollution but in this case, it also looks cool. It’s like the beautiful Christmas decorations you see everywhere, this happy holiday represents two of our most damaging behaviors: commercialism and religion. Like the oil spill it also leaves a nice picture but we all know where it comes from, something black and toxic that lubricates our society.  Yeah, I’m not the person you want to spend these days with. People say that I have to lighten up but for me it’s no joke. I rather pick one or two day’s with the whole world and use those day’s to think about our sins than use this western tradition that has come from a  set of beliefs that no one believes in and shouldn’t believe in.

Day 637, Slowly dissolving.

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I like taking pictures of old, weathered buildings. A long time ago someone was lying in bed thinking about the nice barn they had made that day, how he saved all the money needed to buy the materials and the many hours it took to build it. Now it is standing there, abandoned, and maybe thought of for a minute a year by the owners, if there are any. It is kind of sad, an object with out an owner or purpose is all alone, if it could be. It is just standing there, with all the marks of a rich life, slowly dissolving back into the earth while it ones was used and build with a purpose. If I look at this still image I realize that, that lock will never be used again and will sit there till the end, some of the paint will be washed away by heavy rain and loose its last grip in a storm, and the wood is slowly eaten molecule by molecule by time till it is all gone.