
Today the light was bright
with some shadow to hide in

Today the light was bright
with some shadow to hide in

I brushed over it
many times
and when I get squeezed
it all comes back

Sometimes I know what it is
and you will never know

Even your shadow has two faces
Projection on a wall of the content of a troubled mind* AKA the mind of humans in motion.
*24 hours speeded up into 30 seconds.

Clouds can be so impressive
even if it is the last one you ever live in

I feel my free will
but are the wires I pull
stretching out into the world
attached only to what I think is real
~
is freedom not the joy you can have
of fantasizing the world you live in
being a cluster of stardust that can dream

Yesterday I was thinking about the little poems I write and if they get their inspiration from my less conscious inner workings. My goal is to post a picture a day and let that be the starting point of whatever follows. But I suspect that I steer my interpretations of these pictures in a direction that’s on my mind and is in need of a way out.
The last few day’s I wrote about buttons not pushed and directions not chosen, and though I recognize all these crossroads in life, I never really regretted the so-called choices I made or not made. One of my philosophies is that we as humans only have a small part in the choices we think we make and that it is better for yourself to be prepared for whatever comes on your path and learn not to be surprised. Sure, you can press different buttons and swim against the stream, but know that you are now moving backward in the direction the stream is taking you anyway.
That’s what flashed through my mind when I read the instruction on this picture, “rotate full turn,” and you advance 2 mm. You can make all the choices you want, but you still look at the same face in the mirror tonight.

Yesterday I found a switch
that could be turned up or down or all around
when I turned my head in welcome dispair over forgotten choices
I saw in the corner
this dirty old panel with lights and red buttons
symbols I recognize from the day’s before life
seems to have started
staring at it I remember slowly my little fingers hovering over these buttons
feeling for a choice

Sometimes you come across a switch
in life
one you don’t know what it does
and still you get the urge to turn
it up or down
which ever way feels good

I see the timer rests on zero
I forgot
do i still have to set it
or did it just go of




I wish a was a fly on the wall
so I can fly away
but instead
I am the wall

I am happy that my hands do the dirty work
so my mind can stay clean