
I held power inside me
but they didn’t treat me
left the door open
and now I stand here
dirty
left behind
with only my head high

I held power inside me
but they didn’t treat me
left the door open
and now I stand here
dirty
left behind
with only my head high

From a distance I see a door
an opening to something new
a backdoor from where I stand
or maybe too small for a me
do I take the time that I have
to feel from up close this door
or turn away for a now
on the road I go

I walked through the old street
it brought me closer
but to what

You tell me your name
but I don’t see you
you are around
but not yet where I am
I know you now
and soon we meet

I watched this interesting video after I read Robert Sapolsky’s latest book, Determined. In a world where there is so much nonsense being proclaimed by people with little knowledge and humility in regard to what they know this video is a breath of fresh air.










If you ever restored a wooden boat, you probably know what you see in these pictures and what it entails to change a heavily damage keel for a new one. If you don’t know what is going on, I would like to tell you, but not now; it will take a couple of hours because I don’t want to take shortcuts. You can, of course, become an apprentice boatbuilder for a couple of years and find it out yourself because reading about it or doing an internet search will not help you much. It’s like a metaphor for life and the many questions within; there are no shortcuts…

Thoughts are sometimes written in stone I just hope that it is with some drama

You might eat what you get served but don’t look to close at what you get served it might scare you

Can you imagine a life without windows

The cold water was still thinly frozen a warmer river from the deep moving up and through dividing the sea slowly hoping for the spring to take her hand and over

I tried to color my sunset but I was too late so I have to wait another day I pray

If you colorful wants to be hidden while sitting still in the middle of a front row you better ...

I know being tied up keeps my head facing the storm but it still makes me nauseous

I remember that I was young

I prefer to hold it together in style
