
I don’t kneel down for you it’s just that I can’t get up anymore

I don’t kneel down for you it’s just that I can’t get up anymore

I wondered standing in an ancient landscape if the shape of a mountaintop the recognition the rush we felt of almost home has taught us the love for the shape of our loved ones and the feeling of being home

I wonder what drives wander around in me
the one I feel alone in nature
Is it the distance of open pastures
prey at the horizon your food
or are the clouds fleeting over
contrasting in silence the time you no longer feel
is it the contrast between thinking
and not
I wander

I ran down the mountain and on my right the trees seem to follow me but it was just an endless row of the same even when I stopped

It is a long time ago that I walked through those valleys where I saw the mountain I know so well I live much higher looking back close to a path to my top from here I can just see those valleys where I roamed in those pasts and wonder before I reach that maybe my top has another side another view valleys in between

We all long
from deep inside
to the place we stood up
and saw a horizon
for the first time

All doors open and you never know to what remember that the next time you see one because life is better if you expect the unexpected

Can you see through the ripples the world around when you are looking down in reflection

You can wonder if a camouflaged knot is still a knot

I will never be chosen first because I am tied up

It is pretty transparent how you sit there high and dry you would almost dream of a just afterlife for a payback but also there I imagine is right the choice of a pendulum hanging from a high point

Do you know what you lost belongs to where you found it

If you step away ever so slightly you may turn around to see what’s left of what the others already can’t see the imprint you lose if you want it to stay you have to stay

Is a memory of a long-forgotten trip to a faraway side better than a fantasy of a journey to where you want to go even if you never go

Does it matter which part of the chain you break?

I know that the clouds change more then the mountains that move underneath. But what has more permanence? Change? Or a slowly eroding mountain?