
The sun reflects again
from under the clouds on the other side
while the moon
looks on
The day started different.

The sun reflects again
from under the clouds on the other side
while the moon
looks on
The day started different.

Caught inside barbed wire
where I lost my way in
between all the empty space
reminders of why I sit still.
Is this to enjoy?
That familiar view.
I don’t come from a family where people worked with their hands, so I don’t know why I like to heat up metal and hammer it in the form I want it to be. There are many jobs where you make something direct or indirect but shaping hard steel must be one of the most direct ways of fulfilling this urge a lot of us feel, making something out of nothing. It also helps that I can play with fire, make lots of noise, smash a hammer down on glowing steel, and smell the poisonous fumes of melting steel and zinc.
Yesterday I wrote about a book that defends the idea that we have no free will and that our lives are more or less determined from the beginning with very little wiggle room. For today’s post, I was looking for a quote about forging (steel), and I ended up with countless quotes where people tell you that you have to shape your own future. I bet that all these people forge their own path and write about it, do this because they have the character to do so. You can not learn to be adventurous or spontaneous if the circumstances of your life dictate otherwise. Maybe that’s why it is so fulfilling to make something with your hands because almost everybody can make something and shape it in the form they want; we feel deep down that (our) life is unbendable.

The tension in your excess gives it shapes you didn’t expect when you freed it.

I had the universe in mind
how it all might fit in a drop of water
rolling of someones back.
It is easy to make larger
that what is unimaginable.

It is easier to see one flaw
being there all
alone.
But how do you rank them
when in
abundance?

I remember your light
because I don't want to remember
reality

These mountains are standing there
like they did 400 million years ago
change means nothing to them

Who do you follow
when you're hungry and cold.
Is it just your stomach?

Don't look at me
when you open me up under pressure.

Today the day started beautiful late
and ended soon in darknes
That’s what you get if you live high

A new year
already blossomed
like last years
expectations
We wake up in the morning of our life
naked, and you don’t mean anything to me; you are not there.
There is only me and an endless world inside
and out there somewhere.
Then they take you, they tell you without words
there are lines that divide.
You can’t even choose; your life is determined
like falling asleep.
You sometimes, while you are standing, see these lines in the corner of your mind
of the puppeteer pulling on the loose hanging strings.
You almost started to forget your why.
We all long to before those lines
to the other side.
To nowhere land, where we can play again
the puppeteer
and sit down
naked.

The fields follow no one
formed by forces already gone
like the first ones here
already saw
we cross them like we do
all in the same direction
and we only notice what stands out
when the mist subsides
like a tree with no leaves
all alone

The light appears out
in the darkness
or is it the white
of the cold snow
that contradicts

As a child I knew how to paint the world
streaming into my silent
speechless
mind
I wish I still remember
these strokes
and learn to listen to the silence
in between the words
inside
my out there