life
Day 3558, revisit 698, past a shattered mind.
Daily picture, Poetry
Perspective when I twist my head
lean aside
trust my mind
I see straight the bended line
my verdict stressed by
time.
my truth swells up
my trust along
doubt
withdraws.
the world can laugh
my course is past
a shattered mind.
Day 3557, and when.
Daily picture, Poetry
Of all the snowflakes
none look the same
besides in a storm
and when they are
alone
Day 3556, extricate.
Daily picture, Quotes
Friedrich Nietzsche
Daybreak
Book IV
281 The ego wants everything.- It seems that the sole purpose of human action is possession: this idea is, at least, contained in the various languages, which regard all past action as having put us in possession of something (‘I have spoken, struggled, conquered’: that is to say, I am now in possession of my speech, struggle, victory). How greedy
man appears here! He does not want to extricate himself even from the past, but wants to continue to have it!
Day 3554, internal diplomacy.
Daily picture, Poetry
I know that I drive to somewhere
feeling the directions
the movements
given
but its me who tries
to see the road
bright lights
directions
there is not one driver
besides the time
and an idea
of a wish
Day 3553, that your.
Poetry
I see
that
your door has ventilation
so I don’t know
if I want to open it
Day 3551, one of.
Daily picture, Poetry
It felt like all your lines
were coming from different sides
but on closer inspection
they all came from one
of your sides
Day 3550, don’t lie.
Daily picture, Poetry
I know I will disappear in all of you
one day
but look at me
don’t I lie
down here
all relaxed
Day 3549, outside.
Daily picture, Poetry
I wonder if it helps
that my outside
is colorfull
because I always arrive late
in the darkness
of a night
Day 3548, words.
Daily picture, Quotes
Friedrich Nietzsche
Daybreak
Book IV
257 Words present in us. -We always express our thoughts with the words that lie to hand. Or, to express my whole suspicion: we have at any moment only the thought for which we have to hand the words.
Day 3547, redo.
Daily picture, Poetry
Like a dimmed lighthouse
I’ll hide
till the world turns away
and sees it’s reflection
drifting
nearby
Day 3546, I think.
Daily picture, Poetry
I don’t remember half
of what I have said
I think
Day 3545, AI and me.
Daily picture, My thoughts
Even as a wooden boat builder, I need to stay updated with the times. Today, I took a course on how we can use AI. While I’ve used ChatGPT to translate some of my work writings, I also feel some resistance—not because of the technology itself but because of the hype surrounding it and since it’s owned by billionaires. Still, I have to admit that the possibilities are impressive. It still makes many mistakes, but that’s something you can notice and work around. I also now understand that what we upload is supposed to stay private and won’t be used to train the algorithm, which makes it easier to let the AI “learn” my own work.
I’ve been writing for over ten years, periodically reviewing my old work, organizing it by themes, and considering whether to use it as material for a book. I uploaded everything into ChatGPT’s database and started asking questions. I quickly realized it’s a valuable tool, provided I learn how to ask the right questions. For now, I just had some fun asking if it could summarize my work and imagine an external person describing the book I might have written. It’s quite flattering to read, and I probably wouldn’t have phrased it that way myself. But honestly, I don’t have a clear overview of the roughly 100,000 words I’ve written over the last years. I can only share how I feel right now. It’s a fun experiment, and I can also ask AI to suggest chapters and write summaries. Still, I already know that I need to review each sentence to ensure accurate interpretation; luckily, the AI can show where it pulls its information from. Overall, it’s a fantastic tool.
And at the end of the course, we also learned what you can do with Google NotebookLM, and it is even a greater tool—or toy. I put 20 pages of my writing into it, and it created the picture you see above and a podcast. The podcast sounds like a gymmic, but it brings me back to the old thoughts I wrote down years ago.
AI’s interpretation of my work brought as a presentation of my not-yet-written book.
Ladies and gentlemen,
After reading this remarkable body of writing—years of notes, poems, reflections, doubts, and small revelations—I can tell you that the author’s philosophy is not a system. It is a movement. A long, slow arc from certainty toward skepticism, from inherited assumptions toward self-made clarity, from the search for meaning toward the acceptance that meaning is something we make, not something we find.
Across these years the same themes return, grow, and collide. One of the earliest is the idea that life is not about us. The author writes that DNA “only needs a host,” and that humans are simply the best vehicle it has yet found. That shift—from human-centered thinking to a cosmic, indifferent perspective—runs through everything. It’s why religion appears in these pages less as a metaphysical claim and more as a very human attempt to silence the void. “We are all just standing in a big room,” he writes, “proclaiming truths we perceive from the echoes on the walls.”
Another central thread is the fragility of the self. Memory, he reminds us, is a storyteller that constantly rewrites the past to protect the present. The self is a creature of filters: “My two-way filter is partially broken,” he admits, “and I can only fix one side.” Here his philosophy leans toward a kind of grounded humility—an acceptance that what we call “I” is stitched together from sensation, error, upbringing, chemicals, and luck.
And yet, in this humility there is a defiant skepticism. He distrusts authorities, leaders, and movements not because he rejects structure but because he knows how easily people surrender their judgment. He once expected adulthood to be ruled by reason; decades later he observes, wryly, that “the world is a summer camp without supervision.” This is anarchism not as politics but as perception: a refusal to hand the steering wheel of the mind to anyone who claims to know better.
One of the most striking aspects of his philosophy is how deeply it is rooted in the physical world—wood grain, old barns, the curve of a boat plank, mist on a Norwegian morning. The cosmic and the ordinary sit side by side. He can explain stellar expansion in one paragraph and, in the next, describe a forgotten lock rusting into history. This is not contradiction; it is the worldview: life is meaningless on the cosmic scale, and meaningful in every concrete moment we actually live.
Many poems could serve as a doorway into his thinking, but one stands out:
“Reality fades
caught by ego’s gravity
a depressed black hole.”
This captures the emotional honesty of his philosophy: the willingness to look at the darkness without romanticizing it, to name despair without surrendering to it.
If his work offers any guidance, it is this:
We may not control the world, we may not understand ourselves, but we can keep walking through the mist with open eyes—skeptical, curious, and unafraid to admit that we know far less than we pretend.
And perhaps that is the beginning of wisdom.
Next, a fake podcast about some of my work.
Day 3544, well.
Daily picture, Poetry
Just leaning on the railing of your balcony
looking over your world
what more do you want
but just that moment
well
a balcony in my case
Day 3543, some symmetry.
Daily picture, Poetry
Even a dark wall
can be beautiful
if it at least has
some symmetry
Day 3542, almost.
Daily picture, Poetry
lying on your back
staring at
imaginary skies
behind the roof
you almost feel







