
To close one window
but don't know the other rooms
I turn of the light

To close one window
but don't know the other rooms
I turn of the light

51 The ability to be small. – One has still to be as close to the flowers, the grass and the butterflies as is a child, who is not so very much bigger than they are. We adults, on the other hand, have grown up high above them and have to condescend to them; I believe the grass hates us when we confess our love for it. – He who wants to partake of all good things must know how to be small at times

The ordinary
everywhere you look around
first introspection

I left you behind
running towards a loud call
a cup barely full

Confused reflection
answers lost in memory
turn off the bright light

You hit a ceiling
it turns out to be the floor
confusions do rhyme

I forgot something
because I threw it away
landing upside down

From closing my eyes
dark forests appear to me
a crownless darkness

A red wall black line
divided unequal parts
decide you are on

I love tall windows
they are raising the ceiling
a kite catches me

In a bright grey world
happiness is now for sale
deflating balloons

I am hanging here
but not by a thread it seems
a wishful hanging?

I do have no end
but you can let me go
for I am rusty

The storm pushes back
it feels out of rage to me
but I am cut off

Sculpting myself
and remember all the time
I did close my eyes

1(61)Everything which enters consciousness is the last link in a chain, a closure. It is just an illusion that one thought is the immediate cause of another thought. The events which are actually connected are played out below our consciousness: the series and sequences of feelings, thoughts, etc., that appear are symptoms of what actually happens! – Below every thought lies an affect. Every thought, every feeling, every will is not born of one particular drive but is a totalstate, a whole surface ofthe whole consciousness, and results from how the power of all the drives that constitute us is fixed at that moment – thus, the power of the drive that dominates just now as well as of the drives obeying or resisting it. The next thought is a sign of how the total power situation has now shifted again.