
I don’t know what they say about me
and what would I do
if I knew
they are right about their first impression
and you don’t even have one
you only have
at most
a few words
a description
about parts of you

I don’t know what they say about me
and what would I do
if I knew
they are right about their first impression
and you don’t even have one
you only have
at most
a few words
a description
about parts of you

I can’t reach the fire escape
because there is no fire

An unknown workplace
where you know every tool
just not why it is there

The worlds you look at
through your windows
are as much a part of your life
as the inside
where you live

I arrived in this city
the black tarmac was in front of me
this whole time
but only arrived
did I notice it

I have to recharge after a short while
over and over again
if I want to reach you

There seems to be a straight road
in your direction
where you have a good grip on
as long as you don’t know
its reality

I will be driven again
towards a point in the future
that I don’t know and have been
I see the time in between passing by
and I get out at the end of the ride
setting foot in a new beginning
with the same end
life can only be seen from one point
from in between the past you see
and the future you expect

Together
drinking coffee
under artificial sun

Fear of death often seems
to be
veiled in security
fear of loss
of time
of the other
fear of nothing
at the end

My thoughts arrive from silence
from a past
without my I
I invent myself
after each though
so I can feel
I feel
therefore
I am

My thoughts originate
from nowhere in search
of my will
my thoughts arrive
like needs from somewhere
where silence was
my mind is silent
my thoughts are just
what overflows
259 Insight: all evaluation is made from a definite perspective: that of the preservation of the individual, a community, a race, a state, a church, a faith, a culture.- Because we forget that valuation is always from a perspective, a single individual contains within him a vast confusion of contradictory valuations and consequently of contradictory drives. This is the expression of the diseased condition in man, in contrast to the animals in which all existing instincts answer to quite definite tasks.

I took out the parts that hold me
and realize it was not much

It was two months ago
when you disappeared
but today I climbed high enough
to look over the horizon
and see you shine again

I've been near the top of that mountain
and now I have to look at it every day
because I am staying here