
I can stare
at the power of the waves
crashing forever
I don’t know what it is
maybe it is a reminder
of where we all come from
what more
is millions of years old
within us

I can stare
at the power of the waves
crashing forever
I don’t know what it is
maybe it is a reminder
of where we all come from
what more
is millions of years old
within us

I want to get up there
I try to reach the hook
from the crane that is not tall enough.
Is that just hope
stupidity
or both

I lost all of my gauges
but it seems
you don’t need them

I wonder the doors
where they are in me
if I could open
if I am already been
in the other room
Do I even have a key
or a choice
If I hadn’t spent so much time studying Earthlings,” said the Tralfamadorian, “I wouldn’t have any idea what was meant by ‘free will.’ I’ve visited thirty-one inhabited planets in the universe, and I have studied reports on one hundred more. Only on Earth is there any talk of free will. Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five

I open the door
because it is a door
the world is simple
and hard
to understand
Every singular thing, or anything which is finite and has a determinate existence, can neither exist nor be determined to produce an effect unless it is determined to exist and produce an effect by another cause, which is also finite and has a determinate existence; and again, this cause can neither exist nor be determined to produce an effect unless it is determined to exist and produce an effect by another, which is also finite and has a determinate existence, and so on, to infinity. Spinoza

I am determined
to throw this rock
through those windows
The great paradox of determinism and free will, which has held the attention of the wisest of philosophers and psychologists for generations, can be phrased in more biological terms as follows: If our genes are inherited, and our environment is a train of physical events set in motion before we were born, how can there be a truly independent agent within the brain? The agent itself is created by the interaction of the genes and the environment. It would appear that our freedom is only a self delusion. E.O. Wilson
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/E._O._Wilson

I see a charged battery
at least
til I test it
I am a determinist. As such, I do not believe in free will. The Jews believe in free will. They believe that man shapes his own life. I reject that doctrine philosophically. In that respect I am not a Jew… I believe with Schopenhauer: We can do what we wish, but we can only wish what we must*. Practically, I am, nevertheless, compelled to act as if freedom of the will existed. If I wish to live in a civilized community, I must act as if man is a responsible being. Albert Einstein
*Der Mensch kann wohl tun was er will, aber er kann nicht wollen, was er will. (Man can do what he wants, but he cannot want what he wants.)

I see all the strains
going in and under
to somewhere
to an end
unknow
to me
I try to pull them
apart
unwined them
they resist
but not
to me

A last reflection in the window
of my voluntary cell
because only the darkness outside
is what made me see
inside

Halfway our road trip
the sun started shining
and the marks on our window
reminded us

I see less of what you are looking at
but I see more of you
and where you stand

I have to concentrate
not on all that is coming towards
but on the surface
that wants to dissappear

To be honest
I only see what's in the distance
but not even that good

The sunset close to home
disappears with the day
forgetting the distance
traveled in between
the last time I saw you

Driving to the north again
this time not to stand still and wait
alone
but to collect

I see the tension
especially where it is close to us