
What is the opposite of a dark forest?
A misty forest?
Both scary,
but different.

What is the opposite of a dark forest?
A misty forest?
Both scary,
but different.

When I cross a street
I will stand in the middle
at one point
often
staring for a second
one way or the other
to the crossroads
and hidden alleys
just to feel the curiosity
on my way to work

I remember the light
warm, sitting behind glass
coffee
waiting, for nothing
reliving moments
in passing by
no need to go in
its gone
just wait
Pictures don’t make the world more beautiful or interesting, but…they can lift up a scene from its surroundings.









































I rearranged my fridge's shelves today
one of the best days of the year

You break parts of me
but I isolated
not for what you say
but to keep the warmth in

We all fall
down on the mirror we see
but not coming closer
and when we hit
we will slowly slide
down
so you get used
to see in the darkness
for what is darkness
if you can't see it

Your words are left in the shadows
now they are gone
as long as there is light
I'll remember them

Even if I see everything around
me
there is still a black border
in a square box
hiding
you for me

422 Tragedy of childhood. -Not infrequently, it may happen that noble-minded and ambitious people have to undergo their hardest struggle during childhood: perhaps by having to maintain their convictions against a low-minded father given over to pretense and deceit or, like Lord Byron, by living in a continual struggle with a childish and wrathful mother. Anyone who has experienced something like this will never in his life get over knowing who has really been his greatest, most dangerous enemy.

It should not matter
what you want to keep
private
even if all
can see it

The painting was on the wall
when I saw it walking on the beach without a sea
I don't know what it means
but thinking about it
means something

The wall with windows slowly heals over
unknown to me when I can walk
to the other side
I hope
it will be enough to see the other side
one day
through a window

Walls don't bleed
like the hidden
behind
their faces get old
who only see stairs
that go nowhere

Yesterday, I posted the “Why I am an Anarchist” manifesto from Nikolai Pavlov, written in 1917. This was written during the Russian Revolution, and as an Anarchist, Pavlov still had a small hope that the revolution would succeed and not end in a dictatorship, as he probably suspected it would. I don’t know this, of course, I don’t know what went through his mind when the communists arrested him, and I have never been close to an ongoing revolution. We don’t share the same world; however, we do share the same power scale.
It is hard to imagine what it is like to live in another time. I am old enough to have lived without the internet for my first 25 years, and the first 15 years that we had internet were relatively tame compared to the bombardment you have now if you let it in. In 1917, most people in Russia were aware of the events unfolding: a war with Germany and a revolution in the western part of the empire. However, most people who were not directly involved in the war, for instance, because they lived too far from the front, led their lives as they always did, with an occasional news bulletin or stories from travelers as the only source of news.

Am I the grey background
or the faded
colourful flower
in my life
who is asking this
is also a question